Life's a bitch isn't it? You think everything is ok and you get news that changes everything in your life.. Then, you find out the news isn't true and just changes your life even more.. One, you make a mistake and bail out because your scared.. Two, you cant get back in because you arent allowed too. Three, you try so hard to get back into what you wanted and it just doesn happen its like trying to punch through a concrete wall eventually your going to bleed to death and die.... When things are all said and done you lose the thing you love most and need.. and there is nothing you can do or say to bring it back unless you are one of the few that god looks down on and helps out... The only advice i can give to you people out there is keep hold of the things or people you love and never let go or you will regret it for the rest of your life and longer... I am sorry i am so vague about all of this but i cant give hints or anything.. All i know is this goes out to mainly one person.. It's suppose to say how sorry i am and how i made a huge mistake and i cant take it back, no.. but i think abotu it every second and there is just so much i want to say but i dont know how to say it....

WOW.. so much has happened lately well not really... i just got back from a baseball tournament in jeff city we got second place again two times now in a row... which is good but we should win every damn time...But the big news is me and tamara got back together and im really happy for some reason this time feels so much different... she came to my games today and on teh ride homei couldnt stop looking at her i cant even type now im stil shaken up... lol... i really hope it lasts a  lot longer than a month and a half this time... but im tired so im going to get off of here..

-nick

Hey i havent upadted in a while and i wanted to waste some time... Well me and tamara broke up like a week ago we went out for like 2 months.. it was kind of a bad deal.. i guess shit happens though and you cant change it.. tonight ithink i have to umpire so im doin that and then this weekend im leaving for springfield for a big baseball tournament.. You all need to come out and watch some of our home games... I/m number 9 if you wanted to pick me out.. but i better get going...

                                                                       -Nick

Hey this is Tamara and Kassandra updating Nick's site for him. As most of you guys know Nick and I are going out well this sunday it will have been one whole month. But anyways me and Kassandra went over to Nick's house and hung out and Art and Kassandra are going out Whoo hoo!! Tonight we are going over to Nick's again but we almost wern't allowed to and that would have sucked really bad but we are so happy that we get to go. But thats all for now so LEAVE COMMENTS

Love,

Tamara and Kassandra